coffeeandcigarettes

im scared of love too but i think i want to love you

time

oh yes, you had so much time. but time is not in your favour, time does not care if you are tired or unmotivated, time simply carries on. time is the trooper one should aim to be, follow time, follow it as best as you can and use it wisely. 

maybe the prison that you find yourself within, isn’t really a prison at all. formulated hell - maybe, but not a prison. perhaps the pain you find yourself shrouded in has a release, a very simple release. something like telling your parents you’ve been depressed and self harming for years. or leaving university for four days just to breathe in the scent of your horse and remind yourself exams aren’t so bad. maybe our prisons are so easily escaped we rarely find the way out, our mental binds being too great. and when we escape our prisons, we laugh, we realize our fear was mostly irrational. spend your time living with a nike attitude - just do it. you may as well, how much have you really got to lose?